I watched Peniel walk… did not and could not do anything… I did not know what to say… then it hit me, how should I go home… Silly me, thinking of that while Peniel just poured his heart out… “Caella?” I heard him call me, I know this voice… “Warren?” I called him, he smiled.… Continue reading Certainty and Uncertainty 6

Throughout the entire evening, Peniel was with me. I was really grateful for it. He must knew how nervous I was with Warren being there.  I have always been bad at hiding my feelings. But with him by my side, El has this effect on me, he calms me down. The party was a success… Continue reading Certainty and Uncertainty 5

Two big news today. One of them is that Peniel’s company is offering me a job here in Dubai. Imagine that? To work in Dubai and be with Peniel! The salary is breathtaking and they will even provide an apartment for me which is next to Peniel. It is amazing!  Best job offer I ever… Continue reading Certainty and Uncertainty 4

It has been 3 months since the night Peniel and I slept together. We agreed not to have sex anymore not even to date each other intimately and not even talked about it at all. What we agreed with is just to be friends. It worked. Peniel is definitely a cool guy and a good… Continue reading Certainty and Uncertainty 3

6 years later... "I can not believe that happened." I hear myself say. I needed this. I turned to him and I know he needed this as much as I needed him. "Do you feel guilty? How are you feeling Caella?" He asked me, I think he is feeling guilty as well. "It has been… Continue reading Certainty and Uncertainty 2

It is always nice to have gatherings with the closest group of friends. The energy and the noise are one of a kind. Of course, the aftermath will be total chaos but the memories made are unforgettable. It is my boyfriend's birthday, Warren is 24 years old. We had a double celebration, well triple actually,… Continue reading Certainty and Uncertainty